The Inevitable Destiny...

God doesn't give you what you want, God gives you according to who you are...So if we blame God at the end then its wrong...Because its You who is responsible for your own fate...So I hope now before blaming on God we all will try to correct our mistakes first...then complain..:) :)

The Committed World...

Staying among with committed friends hurts most..because then I start feeling lonely as they have someone to share their life but I dont have anybody..their respective partners took away my friends too...
My friends dont think about me now..because their partner is in between who keeps on crying all the time...

So I suggest never come in contact with that person who is committed(conditions apply)...If you want to stay happy being SINGLE..I know Im being selfish but cant help because it hurts...:(

The Virtual...

How can I be so credulous for those things which you never said...
It was the most tough time for me to face you...when you said you dont love me...
I feel pity...that how can I be so stupid...so dumb...
That I could'nt get this simply...that it was not LOVE...

The Question...

Love is not meant for me...Or maybe Im not meant for love...??

My Eyes...

My eyes helps me a lot,
When I dont find words..
My eyes understand you better,
When you look into them..
My eyes helps me a lot..
When you get angry...
And when they apologize to you..
They shrink a little bit...
When you kiss me..
They slowly shy...
My eyes helps me a lot..
To understand your unspoken words..
And when you behave weird..
They frown a little bit...
My eyes helps me a lot..
To understand your eyes..:)
And to those things which you never say..:)

By This End...

One thing Im sure by this end... 

That Im a girl whom nobody wants.... 

I too dont want anybody... 

I feel complete myself... 

Then why the hell you act caring... 

I love myself..I support myself and will be there with my shadow till the end of my life... 

For godsake stop pretending that you can take better care of me...more than me... 

Its all in the beginning by the end I'll be left alone again... 

Im sure..

An Adorable Part Of Life...

 I like this part of life a lot...
Where two strangers meet...
They laugh...they smile...and they
fight all the time...
But never realizes one thing...
That what if one vanishes somewhere and never comes back...
They'll never say...and never show how much you mean to them...
But one thing is common...
It  is one WISH...
Wish to be together forever ...

The Common Feeling...

I dont know why love was never constant in my life...
I saw everybody in love...
People who dont deserve to be in love they too..
But I was most of the times left alone...
Im not sad infact Im happy because now love is common and everybody is falling in it every second...may be Im trying to console myself by this...
But I guess Im different...may be God dint find anybody better for me...
Or may be He thinks that I can handle my life better being single...
Now no black shadow is beside me when I see people in love...
Finally I quit in love...
But found a new pathway to life...
And Im happy being single...because its good to be single...

The Happy Ending...

Happy...happy...happy...
Ah its not happy ending everytime...
No it does'nt hurts...when you are habitual of such endings...
May be...its not in your court...
Or may be...I dont have answer for this because...Im still going on in this period...
Still waiting for happy ending...

The Cutest Part...

Why cant Mechanics and Maths become interesting like you....:)
Why cant I concentrate more on these sick numericals...
Arrghhh...they are not cute like you I guess...
The cutest part is I love your every way of pampering me....
Either its teasing or irritating me...
I love when you spend some time with me...makes me feel special...:)
I guess Im falling for you....:)

The Blessings...

Im thankful to you...that you left me...
Im glad that you gave me this pain and hurt...
Atleast I realized that there is someone in my life...not like you, pretends to love...
Finally I saw the actual  side of life...where Im the person who loves me...
Im happy..because Im loyal to myself and will not repeat this mistake again...
And will not do injustice to my life...!!


Thank You...

The Missing...

You know YOU truly love somebody,

And when they hurt you so badly..

YOU cant think about it..

Because it'll pain in your HEART...

But all YOU can do is REMEMBER,

The times when they made YOU....

SMILE..

The Heart Of Stone...

I have learned a lot from you...

How to love...

How to hate...

How to hurt...

And now how to forget...

You made my heart stone...

Thanks a lot for everything...

The Unceasing Love...

You said you hate tears in my eyes..

You hate when I cry...

You hate when I dun listen you..

You hate when I fight..

You said you dunno how to care..

You dunno how to love..

And You hate when I expect...

Even seconds few of yours...

You said you hate when I dun give you space...

You hate when I fight for it...

You hate when I force you...

You hate when you have to...

You said we'll stay together forever...

You'll be my side everyday...

And will never leave me alone...

You promised me everyday...

You said many things...

Many dreams...many vows...

And one day you said...leave me...

I know you are happy now...

God bless you...

I dunno what to say...

But I Love You...

Bye...

The Fine Feeling...

I dont hate You neither Im sad or pretending to be happy...

Im fine...You dont worry...

Its just that I have learnt to live happy with your few things that I have...

The Untold Mistake...

We were so good together...

We had everything perfect...

I guess Im ugly...Thats why You could'nt stand my face..or it was my voice that you hated most...

I dunno what went wrong...

That You could'nt stand me for a second in your life...

You dint even give any good reason for leaving me alone in this long life which I've to lead alone now...

Why...???

I wish I wake up

And You hug me and say, "It was just a dreadful dream dear..."

The Dead Angel...

Being with You..I've never thought what will be my life without You..

And now You are not here..

I dunno from where to start..

Im stuck at a place..

Nobody knows whats actually going on in my mind...

Im blank...I had never thought of anything about myself...

I always imagined us together..

In my every new thought You were beside me...

But now...heres no one...I feel lonely dear...

You use to never leave me alone...

You use to pamper me like an angel...

You use to give me those virtual good night kisses every night...

Im dying every second in this loneliness...

Now I do all those things which You hated most..

Just to hate You...

Just to make myself clear that You'll never come back...

Because You never loved me...

I dunno I hate You or not...

But Im ALONE now...

Now The Past...

One day You came and said You want to end this relationship between us...Why...You use to love me a lot...Then why this now...Im not ready for this... I Love You...And You said You are not ready for such intense feeling...

:'(

Last Good Bye...

I had thought once we would never end this thing between us...

But destiny has something else in its mind...

I know its not easy to forget everything and let go all of your memories like anything...

But still I'll try each day to get over with it... and I know You have already started that...

I just wanted to hold You last time and say Good Bye...Then may be I could rest in peace...But like this whats happening right now..I can never ever think of smiling....Good Bye....!!

The Hatred...

I can hate you as much as I can and thats inherent in me...I'll start doing this from today..till the last day of my life...I swear...now I wont look back...even if You drop a tear for me...I know they are not real...Its again some of your wicked plan to hurt me again...I Hate You...!!

The Reason..

Its worst when YOU are broken inside...You want to cry it out...You want one shoulder but this time heres no one to hug You because everybody has blamed You as the reason of your own tear....

The End...

Everytime YOU get hurt...everytime YOU get up....YOU look at him...and think is hes the same person who said once I'll love YOU till my death and now has left YOU to die alone with the memories..

Why is he acting like a unknown person to YOU..as if he does'nt know that its hurting YOU the most...

This proves he was never in love with YOU...and once again Im ending up with this that Love Is Delusion...

The Empty Space...

There are few things sadder in this life than watching someone walk away after they have left YOU...

Watching the distance between in Your bodies expand...until theres nothing but EMPTY SPACE and SILENCE...!!

[Its not written by me...but close to my heart]

The Dark Hours...

That darkness is calling me...

I go near...but have a fear...

I'll miss my bright life and some people in it...

I dont know what is going to happen tomorrow...neither Im gonna predict...

But one person I love the most...Does'nt care now it seems...

I dont know why every time I fall...and later on regret...

Its like d same darkness Im fallin now...

Some faithless things roaming around...

And Im fallin down....and down....and down....

The Panacea...

I hate solving mysteries....

I want everything to be clear and transparent...

Why they hide everything from me....

Why cant I ask for my answers from that MISTAKE....

As now I feel him so....

I meet many people everyday,

And I love to spend time with few of them...

Then that period of hallucination ends up with a MYSTERY...

And....

I hate solving mysteries...:'(

I hate you...:(

The Weird Turns...

Im again on a perplexing side of life...

Confused...

Dumped in my own decisions...

You are again coming closer to me...

I want YOU to get off my life....but I dunno what you want now...

Everytime YOU do something strange...where I've to stop and think for a while...which makes me fall in YOU again...

And in those memories....

Care....

Whom I expect...

They never CARE....

And unexpected ones were always THERE...

WHY???

loveee youuuuu......

I Try Each Day.....

I know this time YOU are not wrong...

Might be YOU expected a lot from me..

That Im unable to fulfill ur expectations..

Might be Im less smarter than your ex-girlfriends...

But I TRY EACH DAY to get better....

And to become the person YOU can LOVE...

lovee youuuu.......:)

I Think I Love You...SONG...

(ITS A KOREAN SONG BUT ITS LYRICS ARE BELOW TRANSLATED..IT FOR ALL WHO ARE IN LOVE)

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Friendship day

A Bird...

When I see a bird flying...

I wish... I was a bird..

I would've flown to his place..

To see him once......

Whether hes taking care of himself without me...

Whether he thinks of me in a whole day once in a while...

Im not there and You not here,

I miss YOU soooo much....that...

I dont feel like gettin YOU off my mind...

loveeee youuu... :)

A Wish....

I wish I have never loved YOU,

I wish we were still FRIENDS!!

I wish I can go back in time,

And make things better...

I know its not possible,

I cant make it go well...

I wish it was not ME again,

I wish it was SOMEBODY else..

lovee youuuu :)

Break Ups...

Why after every break up that we have..

Usually on weekends..I feel like texting him...or making a call just to listen his voice..

And promising myself..ya this is LAST TIME..

Why every time even if its his FAULT,

Im always ready to apologize..

Even if he has behaved as the most rude person in this WORLD..

I never want him to GO..

These BREAK UPS strengthens the roots of our RELATIONSHIP..

As after every fight I realize...

I love HIM..and cant LIVE without HIM..

loveee youu... :)

A Smiley.......

I wish my face was a SMILEY...

I would've only smiled

all through my LIFE....

lovee youuu :)

Boy Friend....

Sometimes I hate him...

Feels hes the cleverest creature on dis EARTH...

I keep shedding tears,

Suspecting YOU...

And when I look at YOU,

You've a huge SMILE on your face...

Now what does that means..

Am I insane that I fell in love with YOU???

You again smiled..

And said,"Love is not for show off..Its just what I feel for YOU and YOU'VE TO FEEL IT"..

:) loveeeeee youuuuuu

Shadow....

Im happy here,

Nobody compares me to YOU...

Because no beauty,

No face,

Is to view...

Its the only place,

I feel safe...

Because nobody can say Im not fit for YOU...

We dint touch,

We dint hold,

But we had a dance...

I want let world see,

How TRUE,

How PURE,

Is our feeling of LOVE....

Im not insane,I scare loosing YOU,

You wont believe..

Even our SHADOWS do...

Im Just A Girl..

Im just a girl,

Who believes in your evrything.

Im just a girl,

Who knows when you lie on silly things.

Im just a girl,

Who admires your innocent side.

Im just a girl,

Who takes you as her pride.

Im just a girl,

Whom you scream at.

Im just a girl,

Who knows you're upset.

Im just a girl,

You might think of leaving one day.

Im just a girl,

Who wont say anything..

And leave...

Only You!!

You might have many,

But I had only YOU.

Now YOU are gone,

Left here only memories few.

You'll always be here safe in my memories,

Please dont ask me to give back these memories too.

I Love You.

Im Not The One

I just want you to be happy,

Even if Im not the one...

You LOVED...

I met her,

I was jealous...

I wish I was her...

I wish it was me in your arms...

So what that since childhood I've always loved you..

But today and always you were in love with her,

And I was just a side kick...

I dont hate you for what you did to me,

I still love you,

And will always...

Because I know that even if I'll try...

I wont be able to hate you...

I just want you to be happy,

Even if Im not the one you loved...

I Think I Love You

When you're not here,

I think of you....

When you're in front,

Im lost in you....

Am I in my imagination,

Or Im falling for you....

That smile,

My hearts sinks....

Those eyes,

Asks me many things....

They want answers,

But I dont know,

Whats going on with me...

But I think I LOVE YOU!!! :)

Im Free To Cry...

You went that day..

And like an ash after fire,

You left me alone in the breeze...

Not even thought,

It was my soul in the air...

Dont you know it was not fair... :'(

Now I'm free, free to cry,

No boundations ,I want to die... :'(

Even now I dont care of who are you,

Because you dont exist in my life too....

Im happy you know,

That I dont miss you anymore.

Not my life was SWEET....sweet with you...

I accept it SOUR....

Be Mine :)

You'll always be mine for today and tomorrow,

Please be with me in every pain and sorrow...

You'll always be mine please tell me its true,

Because I cant bear the pain of loosing YOU... :'(

We met each other,it was fate,

But I think now YOU are my only mate...

Whenever it rains I miss YOU,

Because I wish of enjoying this rain with YOU...

To every drop which touches my face,

Vow me that you'll never leave me alone in this race...

I dont care if people look at us with strange eyes,

At least we are not like them clever and wise...

My feelings for YOU are REAL and TRUE,

I know you'll always be mine,if Im with YOU... :) :')

LOVE SUCKSSSS!!!!

When LOVE starts dreaming INCOMPLETE....

Love WEEPS,

Love CRIES,

Love PAINS,

Love HURTS,

And at last everybody ends up with one thing that...

No Expectations...!!

I dont expect anything from You,

Neither a tear nor a smile....

I dont even expect that if I'll cry,

You'll make me smile for a while...

I've stopped expecting from Life and You both...

Because both of You betrayed me,

When I needed You most.... :'(

Love Does'nt Exist Here Anymore

Its not what I think,

The world thinks....

We both always have different opinions...

Now world has changed the definition of Love...

And I started believing in Love....

When I was not in Love,

Everyone was in Love...

And now when Im in Love,

Nobody believes it...

I cant show it,

Because he'll think Im faking....

But when he shows,

It does'nt touches my soul....

Something lacks,

Might be hes with the world..

I want to bring him back,

I want show him that love really exists...

But now he too does'nt...

Believes in love....

And again Im left alone..

Because Love does'nt exist in this cruel world anymore...

He Does'nt Loves Me

He does'nt loves me...

But I love him since childhood...

He says he has never thought about me in that way...

Although now we are committed...

But still he does'nt loves me...

I dunno what Im in his life...

A problem...His love...Or still that little girl in a frock...

I asked him,"Do you love me?"

He said."Yes I do"...

But I know he lies everyday...

And I hurt myself everyday...

As I know he does'nt loves me...

But still...I want to be with me..

Nobody understands me why Im with him...

Yeah I know he does'nt loves me so what...

At least for that mean time hes d part of my life,

And I can save him here forever...

I know one day he'll go...

And leave me alone as I was always...

But thinking of that day...

I dont want to loose these precious moments with him...

A tleast for this time hes mine...

Every time I see him...I fall in love again...

I cry everyday...

Prays to God everyday...do something so that he falls in love with me...

But thats mean...

I know it wont happen and I cant change that which is already destined...

Hes not mine...its an eternal truth...

But I wish I could love him forever... :'(

I dont say anything to him.

These feelings are hidden...

And will be hidden always for the rest of my life...

Few days...few years...then he'll go...

Everybody knows....

But I console myself each day...

That he loves me, :(

But never shows... :'(

My Window Seat

Distances are from stars and moon,

I promised myself I'll meet him soon.

The unknown became soon my mine,

It was not the same time.

I looked at him,

He looked at me....my eyes were always on the window seat.

One day he came closer to me,

And asked,"whats your friend's name please".

Destiny played a nice game,

Now between us was nothing same.

I always scared to loose him,

Now I wish I would've lost him.

So that I would've never fell in love with him,

And now life has became so dim.

Cant even say I like you so much,

As unknowingly you walked away on my dreams.

Why cant u see??

Its an unsolved mystery.

I cant even blame the guy I like,

He looked so sweet riding the bike.

Theres no where this time his fault,

I do not know why god has always my feelings to assault.

If theres no one for me,

Please tell me...

But at least do not play with this weak heart please...

I'll miss him like incomplete dreams,

I wont fall in love again it seems.

I'm tired of being in the darker side,

Kill me or bury this love term beside.

I'll forget you,

I promise myself...

You wont see me again on the window itself...

Love is not for me,

I'll never get.

But before going I do not want to regret...

That I could'not say,

I'll miss you a lot...I know..

I just wan to hear once from you,"Please Dont Go".

Poor Little Heart

I doubt myself sometimes,

To vouch somethings of my life...

Let me know,

How it goes visions of my eyes...

Whenever hes in front,

Why my thoughts cant define,

The feelings of mine...

I'm still confused,

Doubt,what to choose...

Until or unless he gives me chance to move,

So that I can prove ...You're the only one,Ya its YOU...

Your absence brought up one thing true,

That I was always in love with you.

Now this fact of love is proved,

LOVE is blind even if you're screwed...

I might not say anything to you,

But these are my eyes who can sing for you..

Until or unless he gives me chance to move,

So that I can prove ...

How much I Love You Dude!! :)

I dun even know how you'll react,

But I Love You now its a fact...

I dun ask you to love me too,

But listen to this POOR LITTLE HEART for seconds few...

Even my heart does'nt know,

When I started liking you...

But its a fact...

Theres nothing to react,

Cuz now I'm more in love with you...

My personal is YOU...

I like the person in you...

As my search is now complete with you,

Dun wanna see anybody after YOU...