He Does'nt Loves Me

He does'nt loves me...

But I love him since childhood...

He says he has never thought about me in that way...

Although now we are committed...

But still he does'nt loves me...

I dunno what Im in his life...

A problem...His love...Or still that little girl in a frock...

I asked him,"Do you love me?"

He said."Yes I do"...

But I know he lies everyday...

And I hurt myself everyday...

As I know he does'nt loves me...

But still...I want to be with me..

Nobody understands me why Im with him...

Yeah I know he does'nt loves me so what...

At least for that mean time hes d part of my life,

And I can save him here forever...

I know one day he'll go...

And leave me alone as I was always...

But thinking of that day...

I dont want to loose these precious moments with him...

A tleast for this time hes mine...

Every time I see him...I fall in love again...

I cry everyday...

Prays to God everyday...do something so that he falls in love with me...

But thats mean...

I know it wont happen and I cant change that which is already destined...

Hes not mine...its an eternal truth...

But I wish I could love him forever... :'(

I dont say anything to him.

These feelings are hidden...

And will be hidden always for the rest of my life...

Few days...few years...then he'll go...

Everybody knows....

But I console myself each day...

That he loves me, :(

But never shows... :'(