The Truth...

I believe that there is someone out their for everyone...

Nobody is born without their life partner already destined from above..

But I have seen some people die without any love in their life...
It proves that they does'nt even get chance to meet their soul mate...
Its scary...I wish I would not be one of them...
And you too...

The Book Store...

I was alone..
I had nobody..

I was reading a novel..
Because I was not in the mood to study...

I went to the Book Store...
And picked my favorite book...
Meanwhile I sensed something...
That someone was giving me an introspective look..

As if he was deciding something...
Something about me...
He seemed crazy for a while..actually very crazy...

I just went out of there...
Out of that atmosphere...

And when I looked back...
I found he was following me...

So I stopped..I was very pissed off..
I was already upset..
And this strange guy was giving me creeps...

I turned back...
And went to him in anger...
I looked at him...
But...oh..he had very pretty eyes...
Pure..gentle...innocent...blue...deep like sea...it was distracting me..

So I dint say anything...
But he said something...something very weird...
He said,"I saw you in my dream last night.."
I said,"What rubbish?? I dont even know you"
He said,"Exactly..I dont even know you..but I saw you.."

He was scaring me...
And suddenly this guy kissed on my cheeks and ran away...
I was speechless...I went back to home...

Next day..I again went to that Book Store..
He was there..he came to me...
And shouted at me in anger,"Why are you coming in my dreams..Stop doing this..please.."
I said,"What boy..I dont even know what you are talking about.."
He said.,"Everyday you come in my dreams..and its making me fall in love with you..so stop doing this."

I was confused..I did not say anything..
I thought it was better not to say anything..
I came back...

That night I had a dream...I saw him..Yeah..the same guy...
And he asked me the same question again...
He said he loves me...but he died in my dream in front of my eyes...
I was really scared after this dream and worried too...

So next morning I again went to that Book Store...

Everybody was talking about some accident in downtown...
I asked the guard about that guy...
He said that guy was the same person who met an accident...
I asked him who was he...
He said the guy was a writer...
And I use to buy his books only every time...
His last novel was about one dream...
I was really scared...Yes it was about me...

I dont know what was Gods plan...
But he was upto something very strange...
I read that novel...I wish he was alive...
I wish I could see him again...

The Silence...

Atheism..

Its better to be an Atheist...
Because 19 years after believing in God..he just gave me failures every time..and he proved me that he does'nt exist..!!
Now I believe there is no one above watching us every second...there is no one to show us right path of life...
Everybody is born with there own fate...and everything happens according to it..even hard work does'nt matter..what matters is LUCK...which I lack..!!

My Classroom Crush...

It started when I saw you first time in the Assembly...
Then it came in action when I was shocked to see that you were my classmate...
And then my journey started.. :)
I use to wait every morning for you before joining the Assembly...
I use to watch you coming everyday from our floor's balcony...
Then I use to make sure I enter in class before you do...
With all the blessings from above...
I was terribly blessed that day...when I was announced as your partner...
I discovered one thing by this time...that you talk a lot...
And yes..I liked it though...
You use to share everything with me including the marks of those subjects in which we failed together..
Everything was like a fairy tale...
But...before the beginning of new session...everybody split..
You too went somewhere..I dont know where...nobody knows..
I still worry sometimes that you were real or some magical stuff...
We never met after that...Its been 3 years now...
Im amazed that anything cannot be this much...I dont know what it is...
I guess Incomplete...
So it should be..
To be continued...

The Suicide Song - "Gloomy Sunday"

"Gloomy Sunday" is a song composed by Hungarian pianist and composer Rezső Seress in 1933,The original lyrics depicted a war-stricken Hungary and a silent prayer to God. The lyrics are a mourning to a lost lover and a pledge to commit suicide to meet that lover again in the afterlife. It has become known as the "Hungarian Suicide Song" because many people have been found dead by means of suicide with this song playing.

Now I have been listening this song since over a week...And I agree that this song is very much depressing but it did not tend me to commit suicide actually...

I was already depressed with my life but still I found another way to move on...

People say that their is a subliminal message buried inside this song...

But I wonder why those people decided to end their life...no one will ever know what actually happened with them...

You = God...

Love is God...
We can find God everywhere and in everyone...
Everyone who does anything good for anyone is GOD...
Believe in Him... 
Trust Him...
Hes always with us...
And He will never let anything bad happen to us... :)