The Unanswered Things...

Sometimes this world seems to be true for me...
I feel...Yes everybody is right about you...
They say you dont care about me anymore...
But why I do..??
They say that you have already moved on...
But why dint I..??
They say that Im just an ordinary person in the crowd for you...
But why are you so special..??
And I know...
I will never get the answers of these questions...
Because you are never going to come back...
Still I will wait for you...
But why nobody knows...

The Blind Side...

Im so jealous of every girl you talk to...
It burns me inside...
So what if we dont interact anymore...
I still jump with that enthusiasm...
Just to have your one look...
And specially when they talk about you...
I feel like smashing their head on the wall...
At that moment I realize...
Im not over with you yet...
You still exist inside me...
Im just unable to get rid of you...
May be I dont want to go away from you...
But I know thinking about you gives me peace...

Something I Never Told You Before...

I have never told you before..
But today I want you to know that...
I fight with you all the time...
Because you are the only one with whom I can fight...
You know we share same nature...thats why sometimes I cant stand you...
But I love you very much...
So what if I fight with you..
I have full right to do that...
So what if I argue with you...
I have only you to talk...
I love you very much mum...
I know Im very much irresponsible, spoiled and careless kid in your sight...
But Im grown up now...
And I want to take care of you....
Just listen to me sometimes...
I love you mum...

The Rain Of Love...

Our rain of love stopped...
You went your way...
And never looked back...
I was confused...
But I was still standing their...

And you know what...
Im still standing here...
Waiting for this rain to fall again...
Waiting for you to come back...

And the day you'll come back...
I'll hold you tight and will never let you go...

I promise...!!

The Hope...

I may have decided to move on now...
But I still think about you...
I may have erased all of your memories...
But I still put an effort everyday to save one...
I may have lost all rights on you...
But you still cant take away my man from me...
He'll always be with me...
I will not say that I will wait for you till my death...
But I will mention that I'll have a hope...
Thats all I can have with me...

The Reflection...

I saw you today...
You were so happy...

Im glad...

Finally you're out of...

Whatever we had...

Im happy..

Dont worry about me...

I'll be fine someday...

But you know what makes me happy now...

Its few my things which you still have...

You have started talking like me...acting like me...

And yes most important...hurting like me..!!

The Two Strangers...

I dont know whether you miss me...
Sometimes...may be for a second...or may be for a moment...
I dont have any clue what you think...
May be about me when you dont find me...
This time...this period we are going through is little strange...
We are strangers now...
It is strange...
Our incomplete dreams are strange...
I dont exist for you is strange...
Everything around me is strange except you...
You're still the same...!!

The Insecure Me...

I cant act like its not effecting me...
I cant act like...you dont matter at all...
And yes I hate you so much now that why did I fall in love...
Because I cant keep on changing my ways every time I look at you...
Go away somewhere...stop being so important in my life...
When Im just a piece of shit in yours...!!

The Undesirable Truth...

You know why we went apart...
I guess just to make me realize what I want...
And yes..now I know what I want...
But I can do nothing about it...

The Present...

I feel so free now...
It was never about you I guess...
It was always about me, myself and my life...
You were just a part...which is over now...
And because of you only I knew what Im meant for...
Yeah..life is good..in fact very good...
And Im glad once you were the part of it...:)

The Space...

What I have done to myself...
Its so cold now without you...
Yeah..I miss you...
But why I cant tell you...
And I know you must be very happy now...
This is only...what you always wished for me...
Is happening now...
Im suffering deep inside...
I feel like hell...
Thank You...

An Idiot...

I hated it..when you dont listen me..
I hated it whenever you annoy me..

I hated it to the peak...
That you always fell asleep whenever we had something important to talk...

I hated it most when you were always behind me...
When I was searching you everywhere...
But the biggest thing I hate about you is why did you let me go..
When you know that Im an idiot...

I Hate You..

Everything becomes so hateful that moment...
Whenever I see you...it makes me feel so sick...
That why did I loose you...
When I knew that I Love you...
Why did I say that I dont...
And then I decide...I wont...
I wont look at you...
But you..
Your charm...play games with me...
And it makes me look at you again and again...
It makes me dont care about people...
And I feel that they does'nt even exist...
And I hate you for this...
Even if I dont..I will try to hate you for this...:/ :/

A New Day.. : )