Monday, August 29, 2011

The Confusion...

I know Im bad..
Because of me you're sad...
I dint wanted to do dis...
And you dont have to be mad at me...
Im really sorry...
I wrote this in my diary...
But could'nt say this to you...
That everything happening is not made up..
Im not that clever...
Im not a cheater...
Im just confused within my small world...


The Crowd...

dont know why I still search you in the crowd...
When I know that Im over with you...

Friday, August 26, 2011

The Escape...

May be I dont know what I want from life...
And may be Im in love with you...
I just need little explanations for everything happening around me...
But my mind is so fluctuating that Im unable to decide which way to go...
Thats why I wont come to you until my soul scolds me...
Until my heart cries for your voice...
I dont want to enter your life and then regret that why did I came into that thing again from which I have been running away...
Thats RELATIONSHIP....

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

The Bulb...

This LOVE thing is totally out of my job...


I dont understand why it is not typically straight...one side they say,"The person who loves you will never let you go.."

And the other side they say,"Let your love go..If he comes back then it is yours and if he does'nt then bla bla...

What kind of bullshit was that...how can we let it go and never let it go at the same time...


And some stupid people I know imply this on their lives...


God..this world is full of Idiots...:/


Thank God..Im not one of them...so be single or love will eat your brain too...:S

Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Peace...


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

The Truth...



I believe that there is someone out their for everyone...
Nobody is born without their life partner already destined from above..
But I have seen some people die without any love in their life...
It proves that they does'nt even get chance to meet their soul mate...
Its scary...I wish I would not be one of them...
And you too...

Monday, August 8, 2011

The Book Store...

I was alone..
I had nobody..

I was reading a novel..
Because I was not in the mood to study...

I went to the Book Store...
And picked my favorite book...
Meanwhile I sensed something...
That someone was giving me an introspective look..

As if he was deciding something...
Something about me...
He seemed crazy for a while..actually very crazy...

I just went out of there...
Out of that atmosphere...

And when I looked back...
I found he was following me...

So I stopped..I was very pissed off..
I was already upset..
And this strange guy was giving me creeps...

I turned back...
And went to him in anger...
I looked at him...
But...oh..he had very pretty eyes...
Pure..gentle...innocent...blue...deep like sea...it was distracting me..

So I dint say anything...
But he said something...something very weird...
He said,"I saw you in my dream last night.."
I said,"What rubbish?? I dont even know you"
He said,"Exactly..I dont even know you..but I saw you.."

He was scaring me...
And suddenly this guy kissed on my cheeks and ran away...
I was speechless...I went back to home...

Next day..I again went to that Book Store..
He was there..he came to me...
And shouted at me in anger,"Why are you coming in my dreams..Stop doing this..please.."
I said,"What boy..I dont even know what you are talking about.."
He said.,"Everyday you come in my dreams..and its making me fall in love with you..so stop doing this."

I was confused..I did not say anything..
I thought it was better not to say anything..
I came back...

That night I had a dream...I saw him..Yeah..the same guy...
And he asked me the same question again...
He said he loves me...but he died in my dream in front of my eyes...
I was really scared after this dream and worried too...

So next morning I again went to that Book Store...
Everybody was talking about some accident in downtown...
I asked the guard about that guy...
He said that guy was the same person who met an accident...
I asked him who was he...
He said the guy was a writer...
And I use to buy his books only every time...
His last novel was about one dream...
I was really scared...Yes it was about me...

I dont know what was Gods plan...
But he was upto something very strange...
I read that novel...I wish he was alive...
I wish I could see him again...

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Friday, August 5, 2011

Atheism..


Its better to be an Atheist...
Because 19 years after believing in God..he just gave me failures every time..and he proved me that he does'nt exist..!!
Now I believe there is no one above watching us every second...there is no one to show us right path of life...
Everybody is born with there own fate...and everything happens according to it..even hard work does'nt matter..what matters is LUCK...which I lack..!!