Dear Soulmate,

Its been so many years since Im waiting for YOU...
I know its quite kiddish...but cant help :)
Im waiting and waiting and waiting...
In the mean while many wrong people came and I thought it was YOU...Im sorry for that...
Then one day he left me...
I knew it was'nt YOU..
Because the day I'll meet YOU..I know you'll never ever leave me alone after that...
And will never make me feel..that theres nobody for me...:)

P.S. I Love You :)

The Unconditional Love...

Once I expressed  my love for someone...
He did not answer me...
But somebody else answered me on the same night...
And it was God...
He said ,"Expecting the second person to love me in return will be mean...
And I know you're not mean..."
Since that day till today...I love everybody in my life UNCONDITIONALLY...

The Almighty...

I may not be regular to your prayers...
But every time I start something new...the first thing I do is think of you...:)
This is you only who guide me on every single step of my life...
I hear you...
And I swear...I will never deny any truth of my life...
Bless me forever...love you...:)

Reality vs Expectations...

Me : Hey Good Morning :)
Expectation : Gooooooood Morningggggg :* :*
Reality : Good Morning..

Me : Had lunch? :)
Expectation : Yes...did you had :)
Reality : You know at what time I have...and I never skip my meals..:|

Me : >--- :) ---<
Expectation : >--- :* ---<
Reality : Hmmm...

Me : You know I had your dream ^_^
Expectation : Really...:) See I never leave you alone in dreams too..:*
Reality : Thats not me...that may be somebody else :|

Me : I love you :)
Expectation : I love you too :* :*
Reality : Hmm....

So in the end REALITY wins and EXPECTATIONS looses....
So I suggest never expect anything from anyone not even a little care..:) 

The Creation...

When I was not in love with you...
You made me fall....
And when you asked me to step back...
I dont know how to fall out...
Even dont know how to move further....
Help me...guide me...
I know even God cant do it in the best way you do....thats why he created you...
To love me...:)

The Differences...

Being single my life is completely different...
Nobody wishes me good night...
Nobody cares whether I had my meal...
Nobody asks me how was my day...
Nobody says,"Dont worry till Im there"...
Nobody pampers me...
And nobody says,"I Love You"...
Like all other days...everyday I clean my bed...put an alarm...and sleep with a blank thought...
Next day I again start walking alone...

The Emotional Conflicts...

                                                                                            








It never happened to me before...I was never like this...
I was never use to let go those things which mean to me a lot...
And now I want to leave you...
But this heart is not supporting me...
I dont know how to make it understand that you're not meant to be here...
Somebody else needs you more than me...
I dont know why Im being so angel nowadays...
But I have to...
Otherwise I'll regret this too...

The Unfailing Faith...

I have not seen you...I still believe you...then too why always I get hurt...may be theres something good hidden inside...but where...
I still have faith on you...I believe something unusual...something peculiar will happen...but when...
Im getting colder day by day from inside...I dont want to be like this...
Please...do some miracle...
I want to be happy too...:(