The Common Feeling...

I dont know why love was never constant in my life...
I saw everybody in love...
People who dont deserve to be in love they too..
But I was most of the times left alone...
Im not sad infact Im happy because now love is common and everybody is falling in it every second...may be Im trying to console myself by this...
But I guess Im different...may be God dint find anybody better for me...
Or may be He thinks that I can handle my life better being single...
Now no black shadow is beside me when I see people in love...
Finally I quit in love...
But found a new pathway to life...
And Im happy being single...because its good to be single...

The Happy Ending...

Happy...happy...happy...
Ah its not happy ending everytime...
No it does'nt hurts...when you are habitual of such endings...
May be...its not in your court...
Or may be...I dont have answer for this because...Im still going on in this period...
Still waiting for happy ending...

The Cutest Part...

Why cant Mechanics and Maths become interesting like you....:)
Why cant I concentrate more on these sick numericals...
Arrghhh...they are not cute like you I guess...
The cutest part is I love your every way of pampering me....
Either its teasing or irritating me...
I love when you spend some time with me...makes me feel special...:)
I guess Im falling for you....:)

The Blessings...

Im thankful to you...that you left me...
Im glad that you gave me this pain and hurt...
Atleast I realized that there is someone in my life...not like you, pretends to love...
Finally I saw the actual  side of life...where Im the person who loves me...
Im happy..because Im loyal to myself and will not repeat this mistake again...
And will not do injustice to my life...!!


Thank You...

The Missing...

You know YOU truly love somebody,

And when they hurt you so badly..

YOU cant think about it..

Because it'll pain in your HEART...

But all YOU can do is REMEMBER,

The times when they made YOU....

SMILE..

The Heart Of Stone...

I have learned a lot from you...

How to love...

How to hate...

How to hurt...

And now how to forget...

You made my heart stone...

Thanks a lot for everything...

The Unceasing Love...

You said you hate tears in my eyes..

You hate when I cry...

You hate when I dun listen you..

You hate when I fight..

You said you dunno how to care..

You dunno how to love..

And You hate when I expect...

Even seconds few of yours...

You said you hate when I dun give you space...

You hate when I fight for it...

You hate when I force you...

You hate when you have to...

You said we'll stay together forever...

You'll be my side everyday...

And will never leave me alone...

You promised me everyday...

You said many things...

Many dreams...many vows...

And one day you said...leave me...

I know you are happy now...

God bless you...

I dunno what to say...

But I Love You...

Bye...

The Fine Feeling...

I dont hate You neither Im sad or pretending to be happy...

Im fine...You dont worry...

Its just that I have learnt to live happy with your few things that I have...

The Untold Mistake...

We were so good together...

We had everything perfect...

I guess Im ugly...Thats why You could'nt stand my face..or it was my voice that you hated most...

I dunno what went wrong...

That You could'nt stand me for a second in your life...

You dint even give any good reason for leaving me alone in this long life which I've to lead alone now...

Why...???

I wish I wake up

And You hug me and say, "It was just a dreadful dream dear..."

The Dead Angel...

Being with You..I've never thought what will be my life without You..

And now You are not here..

I dunno from where to start..

Im stuck at a place..

Nobody knows whats actually going on in my mind...

Im blank...I had never thought of anything about myself...

I always imagined us together..

In my every new thought You were beside me...

But now...heres no one...I feel lonely dear...

You use to never leave me alone...

You use to pamper me like an angel...

You use to give me those virtual good night kisses every night...

Im dying every second in this loneliness...

Now I do all those things which You hated most..

Just to hate You...

Just to make myself clear that You'll never come back...

Because You never loved me...

I dunno I hate You or not...

But Im ALONE now...

Now The Past...

One day You came and said You want to end this relationship between us...Why...You use to love me a lot...Then why this now...Im not ready for this... I Love You...And You said You are not ready for such intense feeling...

:'(

Last Good Bye...

I had thought once we would never end this thing between us...

But destiny has something else in its mind...

I know its not easy to forget everything and let go all of your memories like anything...

But still I'll try each day to get over with it... and I know You have already started that...

I just wanted to hold You last time and say Good Bye...Then may be I could rest in peace...But like this whats happening right now..I can never ever think of smiling....Good Bye....!!

The Hatred...

I can hate you as much as I can and thats inherent in me...I'll start doing this from today..till the last day of my life...I swear...now I wont look back...even if You drop a tear for me...I know they are not real...Its again some of your wicked plan to hurt me again...I Hate You...!!

The Reason..

Its worst when YOU are broken inside...You want to cry it out...You want one shoulder but this time heres no one to hug You because everybody has blamed You as the reason of your own tear....

The End...

Everytime YOU get hurt...everytime YOU get up....YOU look at him...and think is hes the same person who said once I'll love YOU till my death and now has left YOU to die alone with the memories..

Why is he acting like a unknown person to YOU..as if he does'nt know that its hurting YOU the most...

This proves he was never in love with YOU...and once again Im ending up with this that Love Is Delusion...

The Empty Space...

There are few things sadder in this life than watching someone walk away after they have left YOU...

Watching the distance between in Your bodies expand...until theres nothing but EMPTY SPACE and SILENCE...!!

[Its not written by me...but close to my heart]